Friday, October 13, 2006
i so wna thank the gals for being dere for mi k(:
the five of dem((:
let mi give the full story now
yesterdae i was damn depressed in the morning..
den after sch i toked a lot to puen at PP.. abt cross abt ***
she became mi listening ear n made mi feel better
den she went back to sch
n told jolyn n jiemin
den jolyn helped mi speak to suihui n pris
n made mi super touched
den i went home..
at nite
jiemin came online
den i asked her
eh y u suddenly cum online
den she said: to check dat u r okay
den i was so touched...
den later debby ling cum n tok to mi
den she decided to create a blog skin for mi(:
okay i jus realised mi vocab is a little weak cos i onli noe how to use "den" to link words
but anihow.. u get the full picture..
im really touched..
yes
T-O-U-C-H-E-D
as in all dese stuff caught mi by surprise
n even if ms ng can tink dat im an irresponsible freak
im fine wif it
as long i noe im not(:
i hafta thank the gals.. the five of dem
debby ling, jolynn puen jingjing chia jaime
cos yesterdae after ms ng scolded mi for being irresponsible.. i hid in mi room under the blanket for mani hours n pretended to b aslp.. cos i din noe how to face it.. n felt like sum stupid idiot freak... as in for the fers time i so realised dat when met wif trouble i onli noe how to hide.. the seriousness n the extent i like to run away frm reality.. n nt give pple a proper ans.. den i felt consoled because i tot of dem n wad dey haf done for mi..
i dno wad the hell is wrong wif mi over dis stupid small matter which became a huge thing
but it really did let mi c dat the six of us do care a lot for each other
n we do so in our veri small yet significant actions
our sensitivity.. n our ability to unds each other n read each others' minds
thou not to a very large extent yet...
as long as we noe dat on the surface.. we seem like we dun give a damn abt this grp
but deep in our hearts we care alot for each other
n i guess dat's the most impt thing dat is kiping the six of us gng
(: